That is not to say that I don't miss you.
It's just that now I realise what you meant when you said that I "have a lot of growing up to do."
I thank you for that; I'm now on the path to ensure that anything that I held as a definite is challengable, I'll continue my education in social progression. By the time I'm done, I'll be unrecognisable in terms of my old ways, my old beliefs. I now realise how stupid a lot of it was, and although I thought that my mind was fairly open, I know that it was the opposite. Everyone, even you, have prejudices... at least now I realise that not everyone is perfect, and I'll never hold it against someone personally for being socially backward. No, I'll give people the chance to learn. But like I said, I would have never come to this realisation without you leaving me. It forced me to have a huge look at the way that I was constructing my mind's habits.
If I never get the second chance that I still hold out hope for, at least now I know exactly why you had to end it. You tried to tell me, but I was too blind to understand, and couldn't find the grey area between the black and white.
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